`` starry starry nite [#] `-
Monday, November 21, 2005
erm . . . ii`m flying in 3 days time . . . flying to Taiwann . . . hehex . . but sad lahhx cant watch Tian Gou De Jia Yi , Top On The Forbidden City and channel 8 at 9.00pm the show the dancing one . . . and also shao nian tei gong dui . . . SIAN . . . must buy VCD watch le but sum dun have sia . . . SAD . . . hope TaiWan the television in the hotel have channel 8 and channel 56 . . LOL~` i think too muchh le . . . hmm . . . shell end here go watch shao nian tei gong dui le !
Jes . . you`r really my soul mate . . . thanks and dun be so sad over Ben . . . take care . . . miss and love ya . . . muackx . .
[x] i lovee y0u //*
11:42 PM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

Saturday, November 19, 2005
how i wish i will do badly and fail my maths and english . . and i can go to 6C . . . but then when i think again , i feel happy that i got 3rd in class and get a voucher . . . but so what . . . a voucher cant cheer you up when you`r sad . . . it cant help you when you nid help . . you cant share your feelings and secrets with them . . . you cant have fun with them . . . you cant hang out with it . . you cant do anything with it BUT FRIENDS CAN !
why ? first is i`m going to 6A and now even Mrs Ang is leaving this school . . haiix . . last time i kept saying that ii will tolorate her as the holidays is coming soon but now i regret what i had said . . Mrs Ang really treat me very well and she also care bout me only that last time i misunderstood her . . haiix . . why cant i learn to cheriish those people around me ? ? until when they are gone i then know how to cherish them but so what if i know ? iits too late . . . haiix . . . every year on the last day of school i will always be very happy but until when i step in to Juying , i then know what is cherish , true friends and love . . haiix . . . this is the first time i will be so sad . . and also this is the year where by i cried the most time becoz of things that happen in school . . . haiix . . . i really cant hold back my tears anymore . . . gonna hate year 2006 as it is the saddest year in my primary school life i guess . . . how i wish the time will go back to the past so that i got a chance to cherish those people around me . . . haiix . . . gonna lose all my close friends and friends . . . they sae they will always rmb me but do they really mean it ? i dunnox . . . haiix . . .
To: Mrs Ang
sorry that i kept disappoint you as you have loads of faith in me . i`m really sorry . . i know that all the scolding you gave me was becoz you care bout me but i`m sorry that i didn realise it . you really treat me very good and also care alot bout me . . last time i tot you are the worest teacher but i guess i`m wrong infact you`r one of the best teacher in my heart . . dun worry . . . ii will study hard from next year onwards . . . nver gonna disappoint you again . . i promise . . wish you all the best . . . take care of your health . . . good luck when you`r teaching in other schools . . . miss you dearly . . .
year 2005 is a very memorial year . . . although go through many ups and downs in this year but i really enjoy and love the moments where by i spent together with my classmates and schoolmates . . . and ahh sya too . . . gonna be a very memorial year . . . this memory will always be in my heart and mind . . . .
after school help out Mrs Ang then when was not around me and Hazirah cry . . . haiix . . . ii miss Mrs Ang and my friends and close freinds . . .yesterday and today is the worest day in my life . . . haiix . . . walk to somewhere and cry . . . after that went to the canteen then when Amir know that Mrs Ang is going he also cry . . . haiix . . . many of us cry lah . . . 8 of us cry . . . haiix . . . cry then stop then cry again then stop den cry again den stop den cry again . . haiix . . . actually i stop cying le coz i hold back my tears then i see Amir cry i cnt tolorate le i also cry . . . haiix . . . went to the toilet and burst out our tears . . . haiix . . . really hate this . . . is not that i dun dare to face the reality but is that i cant . . i dun have the strength and courage to do so . . . haiix . . . dun type le . . . scare i will cry non-stop . . .
*cried while typin this entry*
* miss you guys . . . take care kae . . . see all of you next year . . . must study hard kae . . . take good care of yourself . . . *
* Miss Lonely is my nickname for next year . rmb that . *
* take care care syakirin . . . take good care of yourself dun always fall sick must drinks loads of water . . study hard too . . dun be so playful . . . spent some time in your studies . . . take care . . . <3 you ~` *
[x] i lovee y0u //*
8:40 AM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

Friday, November 18, 2005
haiix . . . n0body just understand me . . you will never know how i feel deep in my heart . why things would turn out like this ? i really dunno . reason why i hated to go to 6A was
1) all of them there look down on me .
2)i will be lonely in there .
3)will not be as close as my friends and close friends like this year .
4)cant share my feelings with them .
5)when i`m down , no one will be there to console me or make me happy .
6)gonna have loads of homeworks and stress .
7)friends will say that when i go there i will be very action .
8)whenn i need help , no one is there for me .
9)cant be in the same class as all my close friends and friends .
10)my friends and close friends will all misunderstood me . They will share all their secrets among themselves but not ME .
THAT`S THE FUCKING REASON WHY I HATE TO GO TO 6A !
really hate this ! why why why ? ? ? ii`m gonna be a lonely girl . a forever sad girl who will not be happy next year . if i know that i will go to 6A , i will comfirm do badly for my exam so that i will remain in my class and go to 6C next year ! not that ahh sya is there but is that mostly this year 5C pupils are going to 6C next year and if i go to 6C also , our friendship will grow stonger and whenever ii`m sad , they will be always there to console and cheer mie up . i realli wish to go to 6C . but i guess its impossible . all of you call me to work hard when ii`m in 6A and hack care them if they look down on me . you can say till very easy but try to put yourself in my shoe . you will then understand how i feel . haiix . .
you know how sad am i when i know that i`m going to 6A and all my friends are going to 6C and 6D ? ? ? i immediately cry but i hold back my tears . i kept tolorate it from rolling down my cheek . but until when i reach the hall , i cant tolorate it and cry . shi min almost cried too but she hold back her tears . can see that the tears is in her eyes , then heard that she cried outside the library . haiix . when goin to mother tongue class i cannot take it anymore call gladys to accompany me to the toilet . while walking i cried . . . haiix . . during mother tongue class also almost cry but i tolorate it . cause ahh dan tried consoling me but the more i hear it , the more i wanted to cry . . haiix . . . shell stop my entry here or my tears wun stop from rolling down my cheek . .
* cried while typing this entry *
*take care all of you ! gonna miss u guys . hope you guys will rmb me . *
* all of you shell call me Miss Lonely next year . i dun mind as it`s the fact . *
[x] i lovee y0u //*
10:39 AM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

Thursday, November 17, 2005
no mood to blog . . hadd a fucking day today !
[c]h[e]r[ii]s[hh] iish what ii have to do now !
[x] i lovee y0u //*
11:16 AM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

Wednesday, November 16, 2005
haiix . . . holiday is coming . only left with 3 more days to be with my friends and ahh sya ! gonna cheriishx this 3days together with all of you ! maybe only left with 2 days as on friday many of you need not to come to school . haiix . . .
today in the hall had loads of fun ! adam keep making me laugh . haha . kiip disturbing CHICKEN n sae those funny things to me . then also always disturb Louis . so funny . then he sae wad nver seen a ass like that before then his hand pointing at Louis`s ass ! wahahhax . . .
coz Mr Lee the handsome guy didn cum,so 5D split . and only ahh sya n syami came to our class the rest go 5E and 5B . then ahh sya so funny . v blurr sia him . hahax . then do art in class . so funny . then he keep stepping my shoe . kuku ^^ then i hit him he kick my leg den i hit again he kick my leg again . LOL`~ had great fun with him in class . keep playing ! then when making the art that time my hand keep shivering . LOL`~ coz mus very the careful if not the whole art will be destroy ! wahhax .
after recess do art again then help cute brother ahmad n zi xuan do . then went to the hall at 10am coz the teacher need to derorate the stage . sit in the hall do nothing lorrx . only see ahh sya and sum malay boys fooling around . haha . . . then when ahh sya and sum boys arranging the chairs , he keep playing then turn back and smile to me then ii also smile back . hahax . . . knn~ got damn angry at one bitch . . think that your`r an apple in Mrs Ang eye you can do anything u wan ! fucker . only know how to get us into scoldin . BITCH . such a betrayer . becoz of her got scolding . chee bye . . the whole class can witness what you sae man . even ahh sya and syami . knn~ hypocrite . . . really love my klass ! seeing that ii`m feeling down all of them;malay boys were at there cheering me up ! hees =) thx guys ! then play with them . had loads of fun with them . especiially with ahh sya . . . keep fooling around . make those gross words . haha ! ! !
as wu lao shi also need to help out during mother tongue we stay in the hall oso and that means ii stay in the hall from 10am to 1pm . 3 hours ! but nvm ahh sya oso there coz he go tell his cher sae he need to help out then i walk with him to the hall together den ii saee` a . . u also cum help arhhx ?`` den he sae ``ya`` then ii sae``ish help or ply?`` hahax . then both of us laugh . anywaee didn realli help lahh oni ply then ahh sya v pro. . . he throw syafi they all the shoe in the dustbin den he accidentally throw untiil one pri6 girl the shoe . hahax . then when she want to wear her shoe she realise that one of her shoe lost then go tell mrs ang . then coz ahh sya was holding the star den mrs ang sae `` syakirin,go find her shoe!`` den ahh sya sae``huh?!?orhh.``hahax . . then he take the star with him and find den mrs ang core him to put down the star then he found the shoe beside the dustbin . . LOL`~ then i keep laughing sia ! so cute ! ! !
at 1pm went home . ahh sya they all;malay boys went to the badminton court ply soccer . then me went to mama shop and rot ! LOL`~ talk talk awhile then went to bus-stop there to wait for bus then 242 double deck cum so me,ahh xuan and denzel went up the bus . listen to mp3 in the bus then talk to both of them lorrx . after that reach home le .
[c]h[e]r[ii]s[h] iish what ii have to do now !
[x] i lovee y0u //*
8:04 AM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

Tuesday, November 15, 2005
haiix . . . what the fuck is wrong with this school ? cant they just use their brains ? my results is so fucking lousy and yet i can go to 6A ! are they crazy or what ? for goodness sake . i tell you my results all of you will sure be very shock and will say how can this kind of fucking results go to 6A ! yupps ! now i`m telling you i 99% going to that damn class . at least you can put me to 6B but not 6A . me myself so ah lian and all of them there are good kids who are always studying but what about me ? playing playing while the others are studying ! *sign* i wish ii could remain in my own class 6C . mostly all my friends are going to that class and 6D too. haiix . fuck this school . no common sense . give MOE hear sure laugh until he stomach pain one ! damn it ! fuck ! arghh ! ! ! ii want to be with my friends together but guess this will not fucking happen . next year they will talk bout their class and i will be standing there witth a puzzle face . haiix . great disappointment .
damn classroom so fucking hot . have fan like dun have fan liidatt . hot like shit sia ! then whole class damn chaotic . alot of them play with balloon . arghh ! my worst nightmare . den when ahmad noe i hate or shld i sae scare of balloons , he purposly bust the balloon infront of me ! den afew of them also did the same things ! amir nver cum . boring ! hope he tmr wiilll cum . then hafiz oso very funny . hahax . tear all the decoration down den took class foto ! Peter damn pathetic lah ! core him help us take he press half the button den no flash then he say take already ! LOL`~ then when Mrs Ang took the camera to look at the foto she realise that the foto was not inside ! den everyone keep luffing den go 5D find Peter but da Suhailah core Louis already . hees =)
at 10.45am went to the hall . LOL`~ we were suppose to be there at 10.30 then everyone was waiting for our class ! ahahx , then ii sit beside ahh sya . he v kuku lorrx . when ii seeing the performance he go take one sharp stick n scratch my leg. so pain ! then i hit him back . wahahx . then me and him keep disturb gladys . we take the stick n poke at gladys uniform den she didn realise it lorx . den ahh sya break da stick n throw it into her pinofor(LOL . dunno how to spell) den ii poke one stick in she also didn realise it then me n ahh sya keep laughing non-stop. then we put stick at her hand ontop she oso dunno sia ! hahax . den when the performance were dancing me and him keep saying ``that person boy or girl arh ? `` den ii sae ``girl lah the figure so good `` den ahh sya sae ``no lahh boy . you see his there flat flat one how can that be girl `` ahahx . den both of us keep laughing . then keep poking each other with the stick . den throw here throw there . then i core him give me one stick den i take and play with it .
after the performance when walking that time ah sya go kick my leg i almost fell down lorrx . then adam see le also join in and kick make me almost fall down then stewpid Peter at there laughing ! then whenn ahh sya kick my leg again ii sae``bullier sia!hmphx`` then throw the stick at him . hahax .
mother tongue tt time watch hoem run then AH DAN take balloon n scare me ! arghh !
after school went to mama shop and eat lunch . then ahh sya came then ii talk to him then coz he standing ma den he take one chair and sit behind me then i talk with him lorrx . talk talk then lata da bus cum le he sae bye to mie den ii oso sae back ! ahahx . after he went home i den eat . hehex . finish eating went back to school wiith zi xuan n gladys . then v funni lorrx . hahax . while waiting da grop of us plus Cute brother ahmad,hazirah,ahhmad bro n etc ply . then da balloon burst den the water splash on hazirah . ahahx . then ahmad more funni he took the balloon then sae ``bowling`` then when he want to throw the balloon bust den the whole floor wet . then mdm azimah joke with us . so funni siax . Jia Hui oso . after tt go help mrs ang do thing . hot like shit . den around 5pm went home le . hees =)
``.x. [c]h[e]r[ii]s[hh]x ishh what ii have to do now ! .x.``
[x] i lovee y0u //*
11:11 AM
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Saturday, November 12, 2005
hees =) just woke up from my nap ! haiix . sadzationx . ii feel like a useless person now ! iish it becoz of the class which ii would be goin next year ? but sumthings tells miie iits not .
y shld ii act like very cheerful and everything ish fine but deep down my heart iinside it`s not ..who am i kidding now ? all my friends ? ii dun want to feel the agony anymore ! haiix .
had no mood at all . during mother tongue lesson talk to ahh dann acted that i was happy but actually ii`m not . *sigh* during class read story book . then did`n help to do anything coz i already siad i have no mood . talk to amir ! he`s really a nice guy . always cheer me up . then soon recess time .
during recess , ii know sumthing whiich ii long wanted to know ! hehes . thx ahh dan . let mie see the paper . kekex !
after recess went to the computer lab . was like a crazy woman . walking here and there to help out my friends with some computer stuff . when Mrs Ang say who has already do finish their work then i was lyk putting my hand behind my ears then she thought i raise up my hands so she called me to help her to print so pictures . LOL ~ when she call me ii was quite blur lahx . hahax . then Roni was suppose help out but end up he was playing games ! make me do the work alone . lucky Mrs Ang called Bella to help out ! shit lah . couldn find any picture that satisfis Mrs Ang . haha . then surf the nets while finding the pictures . after 2 hour and 30 minutes , iit was social studies lessoon so we went back to class . watch UNDER ONE ROOF . very funny ! then later dismissal time .
walk with Wei Jie,Zi Xuan and Gladys . waiited for Zi Xuan`s mother to come to help Zi Xuan sign her report book ! then 3 of us waited for Zi Xuan then in the end , she went to eat with her mother ! waste our time . tot she would go home with us ! then ahh dan,yee en and Denzel came to join us . talk awhile took bus home . in the bus me ,Wei Jie and Denzel talk lorrx . den at one stop . OMG !!! ahh sya n Peter aka act beng buay beng came up the bus and ahh sya stood right infront of me ! then Denzel sae``wahh . the world very small hor ! `` ... hahax . then later Denzel n wei jie went down the bus left with me ahh sya n Peter . then coz Wei jie stand beside me then when she go down ahh sya said to Peter``go stand beside her lah . ii stand outside u stand inside.`` then both of them look at each other then i look at both of them den i sense sumthing lorx . hmm .maybe i think too much bax . lolx . then talk n jokes wiith ahh sya ! he keep stepping my shoe . so pain sia my feet then i step his shoe back den he step my shoe v hard den dun let go then i hit him he act like want hit me but nver hit lah . hahax . then later sae bye to him den he went down the bus . then iimmediately , Peter like very pai sehh den went to the front seat to sit . lol . but who care lahx . ii only care bout ahh sya . kekex . ii`m so happy ! wahahax . ahh sya stood infront of me ? summore stand v close to miie ! hmm . a memoriial day ! nver gonna forget .
``.x. gonna treasure and cheriishx you always ! .x.``
[x] i lovee y0u //*
10:52 AM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

hehex . miie now iin computer lab ! hope teacher wun caught miie usiing tiss ! haiix . v sadd . haiix haiix haiix . hmmm . kae lahhx shell stop here mus go do things le . siianx ! cannot ply game ! mus help cher print things ! lata at home ii den blog agaiin !
[x] i lovee y0u //*
2:47 AM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

Friday, November 11, 2005
[x] i lovee y0u //*
8:18 AM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

Thursday, November 10, 2005
``.x. wiishh to be by your side f0rever .x.``
haiix . . . nxt year miie different klass from all miie frenx . . . haiix . . . nxt year sure not v close lyk now le . . . haiix . summore we hate ``A`` `n` ``B`` . . c0z they v hao lian . . . alwayx gou yan kan ren di ! n nxt year mayb ii`m goiin to one of tis klass ! haiix . . feel like crying sia ! h0w ?!?
t0dae iin klass do nothhiin except do a few question of maths . den after recess miis tan siok teng core ahh sya,zul fardly `n` .....etc . c0z they ytd nver stay back . haiix . s0 poor tiin . ahh sya kana scoldd . =`( . heart paiin nehhx .
arghh ! ! ! now ii yue lai yue tao yan Peter ! ! s0 act beng . . hate hiim to da core . . ii kan ta bu shun yan siiax ! last time oos wun de . last tiime miie n hiim v he de lai one always jokes n talk n go home together . n0w lehhx . . haiix . hack care hack care . lyk ni zhuo ni de du mu qiao , wo guo wo de yang guang dao !
sianx ! haiix . ii miss u guys ! arghh ! ! ! well . went home wiith ahh dan,gladys n zi xuann . haiix . . zi xuan arh zi xuan grow up lahhx . . stiill lyk kidd liidat ! hahax . . ani wae muackx . take care ! luv ya guys !
[x] i lovee y0u //*
5:56 AM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

``.x. wiill thiis happen to miie & hiim ? .x.``
fuck u ! knn ~ dunn tiin ii dunn0x wad u sae bout miie . . my frens can always tell miie . wadd about u ? knn~ u`r suchh a loserr . yucks ! bO0 ! suchh a hypocriite ! one word for u ; BITCH !
wadd for ii get angry bc0z of u ? n0t worth it sia ! well ~ ii`m kinda happii bec0z . . . . .. . . hehes . . shell not sae lata u all sae lidatt oso hapii . . . LOL~ t0dae ish da best day in skool thru da whole year ! mrs ang treat our klass or shldd ii sae miie so good ! she`s realli a niice teacherr . she reallii care bout miie lorrx . . . hees =) she spent the whole lesson of hers talkiin to miie bout sumtiin ! hees =) thx ! kaex . ii wiill liistenn to u one . kekex . . . thenn whenn ahh sya klass walk past miie klass tt tiime coz Mr Lee stop to talk to Mrs Ang bout sumtiin tru da window den ahh sya look tru da window & smilee to miie ! hees =) s0 happii . . . ii love you ! muackx .
den went home wiithh ahh sya . . . haas =D whhenn iin da bus that tiime ahh sya stiill look at miie n smiile siia ! ii`m so happii . . .
``.x. ahh sya <-(-`v`-)-> ahh lynn .x.``

[x] i lovee y0u //*
6:09 AM
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Tuesday, November 08, 2005
Jus for entertainment !
shell upload some photos so that da entry wiill look more .. erm . . . how shld ii sae . . . lyk not so borin . hees =)
siianx . . . wh0le dae r0t at home . using c0m . g0 msn chat chat n0rhhx . sumtimes friends can b real childish - i must sae . haiix !
felt kinda pissed off~ stop makin wild gusse ! dun act like u noe everithing . let mie tell u ! u noe nothing so shut da fuck up ! fine ! bc0z of a fucking present u lidat . wadever . u`r just childish ! let mie tell u ~ ii fucking hate people scoldin vulgarity to mie for no reasons ! u sucks to the core man !
GOH MING MEI ! i dun give a damn . to every one out there . nver gonna trust her with your secrets . she will spill it out ! she`s a betrayer ! she cant be trusted !
shell stop wrting bout tis bitch ! i dun want my blog to be stinks by her name . ekk !
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[x] i lovee y0u //*
6:03 AM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

Monday, November 07, 2005
went missing for 5 days . . . wahahhax . . . p0n skool go malaysiia . . . tuesdae go sk0ol comfiirm tiio scoldiin de . . . tis kiind 0f cher wun scold iish FAKE one ehh . . .
haiix . . . ii dunno larrx . . . haiix . . . kept thiinkiing bout da tiin stiill dunno wad shell ii d0 . . . haiix . . . s0 confuse . . .
brought chewing gums back . . . that`s wadd ahh dann `n` gang instructed miie to do . . . haha . . . actually iif euu driive to malaysia euu can briing lorrx . . . da p0liice dunn reallii check . . . iif noe ii bring 1 whole b0x ehh . . . =xXx but oso depands lahhx . . . c0z iin da car gt one hands0me poliice ma he go malaysia wiith us . . . den da p0liice noe hiim ma noe he poiice so he oso check one bag n ok le . . . done ! ! !
ytd ahh dann core miie have malaysia RM100 ma . . . hmm . . . ii tiin she gt dai jii ba . . . her tone sounds lyk v kang jiiong n w0rriied . . . hope she ok . . . ani tiin niid help jus sae . . . WE wiill always be there for u de . . . cheers ! ! ! =D
``.x. ahh sya (``-v-``) ahh lynn .x.``
[x] i lovee y0u //*
1:48 AM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

Tuesday, November 01, 2005
arghh ! ! ! ii reallii dunno ! ! ! haiix . . . shldd ii giive up or notx ? ? ? whenn ii toldd miing meii that ii giive up she sae y . ii jus sae no more feeliing coz we driiftiing apart more n more . . . denx ming mei sae iif euu reallii love sumone no matter how far both of euu are da feeliing wiill always be there . . . yupps . . . da feeliing iish stiill there ii tiin ii`m jus lyiing to myself . . . ii jus liie to myself n frens so as to giive up on hiim . . . seriiously my heart feel v paiin . . . n my feeliing towards hiim did not diisappear iin fact iit ishh getiing stonger n stronger . . .
afterr tt went to klass . . . den ii kiip reflect to myself wad ming mei hadd sae earliierr . . . ii tiin ii`m jus lyiing to myself . . . coz whenn ii`m sitiing on my desk doiin nthh . . . da fiirst tiin that came iin to my head wad `hiim` hiis name,voiice,face n everiitiin bout hiim . . . ii tiin iin da fiirst place ii sae ii giive up to hiim was jus a liie . . .
anii wae HAPPY BIRTHDAY Ming Mei ! ! ! muackxx . . . got back my mother tongue paper todae . . . well . . . not v badd . . . got 2nd iin klass . . . haiix . . . ii tot ii would gt 1st . . . got 100/110*** lousy ! ! !
after skool went mama shop . . den ``HE`` ask miie lend hiim 50 cent coz niid take bus but ii no coiin . . . sorii . . . denx do homework den lata go back skool pass up to cherr denx go home le . . .
Hari raya cumiing le . . . wiishh hiim have a gud tiime celebratiing tiis ocaasiion . . .
forgets a personn niids a liife tiime `..
[x] i lovee y0u //*
7:06 AM
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